wow I feel burn-out...don't even know why.
I slipped up a lot these past few weeks, and feel really bummed lately.I guess my family issues, and issues with myself, along with personal stuff =_="
I'm so angry with myself.=_____________-'
and some people are so damn fake and hateful,
and I hate faking myself to please them and suppress my emotions not to 'offend'
and the dreams and goals I want with all my heart, feel so f&^8ing far away.Sometimes I think it is impossible.Y~Y
The hell man.I step forward and stumble five steps back.
I know I've got to believe, even though everything around looks dim.I have to keep trying, and trying, and trying...and hopefully ONE day make it.
It just freaking hurts being here, and feeling so stuck.I've gotta figure out what is causing with boomerang effect.What I'm doing wrong?
I'm thankful for my good, true friends.Those who put a smile on my face, and those who get a smile from me.For good limbs,breath, and new days.
guys this means, I'm probably not going to be online often again.I'm still trying to figure out if this is a solution--I don't know, but till I find the answer--I guess I'll do it.
I hope everyone is ok, and doing well.I really pray and hope only the best comes to you.