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Be bold~

I'm back guys.The Staycation was AWESOME!.I really challenged myself, and had wonderful experiences--facing fears always beats living with them.I was dealing with alot of shadow too though--not pretty.Even the first night I had insomnia and what not.
I definitely learnt that I have even more healing work to do.I also have to come to acceptance with some things about myself--not just the bad, but good.I felt confident some days, but other times I felt vulnerable and anxious.It's just some dark shit that needs to be dealt with lovingly and calmly.

I really came to appreciate  people, especially my family and friends.Even though we need to sort off our issues--and some issues can't be sorted so outfront...
still I felt lots of appreciation, for being with them.One day while out, my sister suddenly got this sharp, horrible pain in the restaurant--she was crying and could not walk.I just kept praying for her, and trying to do all I can. 

don't take those closest to you for granted.Don't take your own life for grateful daily.Be blessed with everything you got and can do.Wake up, say thank you god, tell ya self something positive and do something you love and that expands your life quality and breaks fears.

Some fears are much worst in our mind.The situation is most exaggerated in our minds.When you do something--expect good, just change your attitude and views on the happenings.

We were at a cosy beach side thingy.Good thing lots of nature was around; ocean, trees, lots of yellow breast birds, humming birds.I would go outside sometimes, lie down and just write or think.
Some things that happened--we ended up with a maintenance man and security guard in our room one night, when we could not get something work again lol.Turns out We had really spiritual conversation for hours.It's very beautiful to open to people and hear them, to grow from soul brothers and sisters from all soul tribes.Trust synchronicity, and know all happens for a reason.
I went on a glass bottom boat, met the interesting boat owners ect.People of all walks of life.The young guys of the sea--living like Pirates or something--minus the crimeslol.I chilled on that boat listening to some nice tunes, saw The Really Rich Hotels on the beach side, and Mansions, including Rihanna's condo.
Went snorkeling in some really deep waters--was nervous, but did it.
Loved it.Saw huge, beautiful fish, fish of all sorts, including trumpets, puffers at the bottom, rays, a jelly, flying fish, shipwrecks, all kinds of things.Felt like a mermaid.When I saw the captain of our little boat jump off and swim always admire those guys, swimming around in that deep water, no life vest, nothing, free-diving--they are the merfolks lol.

(believe in yourself)
(live it up)

A baby turtle ended up in my dads  hand as he was swimming behind me.He was so cute.
chilled on the top deck of the boat, with my sis.Feeling the sun, watching the skies.
Actually got to eat at two nice seaside restaurants--loved the food.
Did the jet ski with my dad...I can't ride them alone yet--still have to overcome that fear(last time I drove one, I nearly crashed into rocks) but still points for going.I loved it, I love speed and a thrill, but I'm still very cautious.That thing was wild lol, we saw a turtle too.My sis also joined me on some other speed boat, chair dragging thing.That was awesome.Guy had us flying, doing 360 turns, all sorts of things--we were just trying not to fall out or anything.Our throats were sore after and we were wobbly, but I loved it.Some nice guys from the hotel next door, lent us some stuff because  we had none.(Don't worry about anything, know things come to you and work themselves out, just keep positive and grateful)
Went kayaking, then the rain started to pour, so was kayaking in heavy rains and
a bit rougher waves, felt like a viking XD. 
That's some of the stuff that happened.Live life daily.One life, one love.
This has shown me things I need to work on, and it has encouraged me to step out my comfort-zone daily, and live life as best I can.School is starting in a week,
and I'm going to carry my best self into there and everyday.Try my best and do something that makes me feel alive daily.I've decided to make a book to record my adventures--thanks 'UP'lol. Taking less time online, but will still keep creating and being with you you!The environment around needs love too lol, so more balance and commitment is required now. later guys!

Don't blame life...

blame the way you live it...
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